Welcome to my Weekend Coffee Share. Please fasten your seatbelt, it’s going to be an emotional roller coaster ride as I will stop to acknowledge those who take their time to help our young people. Thank you in advance for joining me.
While I sit waiting for a pedicure at a busy nail shop, I wonder what good it was to make an appointment for 10 minutes ago. How do women handle sitting tbrough a pedi and then a mani, too? Do they know I’d rather be writing? Sorry for the gripe; I am rescued by the WordPress app on my phone! So, I’ll spill my thoughts to you.
I am happy and sad. Happy that people are downloading and listening to my audiobooks! On my WP home page there is a link to them and all I’ve written. I’m happy I had a nice holiday with my son and my boyfriend. Happy my son could attend an art show with me last night at a Wine Bar. The artist was my friend, and I encouraged my son to try and be social. We had a burger first, and he had a beer, which gets him talking, to me at least. 🙂 He is in a good place and loves his job.
I’m sad because, over the last two weeks, two great men lost their lives to battles with cancer. One had served an example for my son in community service at our church, and the other I’d known 19-20 years as a co-worker. He’d helped my son with Math, been a good listener as a co-worker, gave great parenting advice, and helped countless other kids. I feel grief but also gratitude for his presence in our lives. God put these people here for a reason. It’s sad to form the words you wish you’d spoken while they were living, I’m working on a poem in honor of these great mentors and friends, not the first we’ve lost, but very important.
Poetry, The Mentor, (c) 2019, Pamela Schloesser Canepa
What do you do when your mentors have all passed?
The last just left your life…
Do you become a sad shell of what you once were?
Do you strike out in anger, that life is so unfair?
Or do you rise up and recall all you’ve been taught?
Do you remember, and in remembering, wish you could say thank you?
See the many ways that you can say thanks, long after the great ones have left you.
Live your life in remembrance of all you have been taught.
It’s not easy, but your life is your ‘thank you.’
Live it well.
Shout to overcome the void, lest the void might overtake you.
This is how I deal with the negative feelings I’ve held in so long. My shout may be touching, it may be ugly at times, but I seek good health and have suffered the affects of holding in anger, grief, worry, fear much of my life. I believe this habit can be retrained. Thank you for joining me, maybe it was kind of weird…How was your week?
2 thoughts on “Weekend Coffee Share, The Mentors”
Regarding the loss of your mentors, I think there is nothing you can do to remove the pain, but you can decide to honor their memory by being the person they mentored you to become. You might have been able to get there without them, but you didn’t – they were a key part of your success. Being that person they hoped you would be – has to be one of the highest compliments I can think of.
I’m sorry for your loss, but thankful that you had some important time with them.
Thanks for the visit Pamela. Your visits are always a treat.
Thank you for your insights, Gary, and for letting me vent my feelings.