Welcome to my Weekend Coffee Share, hosted by Natalie the Traveler. After some stretching of tired, sore legs, I did some work related things on the computer this morning with the dog by my feet, matcha tea in hand. Work is weighing on my mind. Not only is our state planning to do state testing, but they are asking teachers to come up with all sorts of extra ideas to make up for losses through the pandemic.
I feel I have made progress with learning to know my students and to make them feel understood. I also teach English Language Arts, a subject in which texts can have multiple interpretations.
I feel a little stressed, maybe the students do as well. All that matters is that they do their best. Most of what I write in these last weeks is short bursts of emotion. I’ve penned my thoughts for students during this era, and I’d like to share.
You are more than a test score. You are a moving ecosystem full of brain networks and emotions, and yes, personality. While preparing for a test and doing your best can reflect your brain ability and even what kind of person you are, those few answers you got wrong on the last test do not devalue all of your efforts and hard work. Nor do they hold you back from doing better next time.
You are much more than a test score. You are your determination and fortitude that got you this far through a pandemic, some of you going through quarantine or illness of family members. You are your force of will that got you through the hard times, your personal and spiritual growth (even when nothing makes sense) that moves you to do the right thing and treat others decently and try your hardest, even at things that only pay off in the future and not now.
You are your strength that helps you to never give up and keep on trying even when it seems impossible. That is the most anyone can ask of you.
A Tired Teacher in the COVID era
***It’s Saturday, and I promise to do nothing else work-related today. Now I’m heading out for a long overdue pedicure.
Welcome to my Weekend Coffee Share, hosted by Allison at Eclectic Ali. It has been a nice little getaway weekend. Our first quarter at work has been completed and I have earned some R and R!
My boyfriend and I headed to Savannah, Georgia for sightseeing, good food, and a change of scenery. I loved the street musicians but was amazed that so many tourists there were mask free. Still, the people watching was fun.
I relaxed and enjoyed some time with Kenny. Today, I felt much less stressed at work, so the getaway must have worked!
After returning Saturday afternoon, I didn’t do much. Sunday, I had brunch with a good friend who is a fellow writer along with my son and my mom. It was relaxing and enjoyable, with everything followed my a massage I so needed after being sick about ten days ago. I am recharged now! This is going to be a great week!
Welcome to my Weekend Coffee Share, hosted by Allison at Eclectic Ali.
It’s going to be a warm, beautiful day here in Northeast Florida! I’m having hot coffee anyway. Grab a cup of whatever you like, and let’s chat. Last Saturday was not a Coffee Share day for me, as my internet was being a butthead, in and out, and slow as molasses. Instead of a Coffee Share, I posted an entry on writing about 9-11 and COVID-19 in my most recent published book, Malachi, Ruse Master and my current work in progress. You can read it here: Writing Our History into Our Fiction
Things got really weird after Spring Break, I have not actually seen my students except in online meetings. We’ve bonded, though. I tried to get created and learned about some new sites that are interactive for learning material. I tried to stay positive and was so glad to see or speak to them when they showed up for online lessons. Some students never did because they were on a different sleep schedule. For the ones who did, I said “Thank you for showing up. It gives me purpose!” Which is true. I told them about my birthday the day before, which also fell on the last day of school. Two things to celebrate! I made a video of myself waving good bye to my students and holding signs. I will miss them. I have learned a lot from this online experience that also gave me time at home to CHILL out and relax when needed, something I am working on and hope to master by the fall. 🙂 Anyway, at my school we would always walk to the buses at the end of the day on the last day and wave goodbye. Here is my short video imagining they are boarding the bus and I am bidding them farewell: https://youtu.be/9wleXNNYI1s (I shared it with them in our online learning Team).
Happy birthday to me...
Ah, life. So I have completed another year of middle age, or, maybe I’m past that? I don’t know, I don’t care. I may have some complaints and recurring pains, but I’ve learned that a silly sense of humor is a great way to deal with the unpleasant parts of aging. I thank all of the women in my family for infecting me with that attitude.
My son took me to Outback last night for dinner! We went early. They have certain tables blocked off to help social distancing, and the wait staff all wore masks and gloves. It was reassuring. My boyfriend came over for a celebratory drink, and he and I will have dinner tonight, place TBD. A really rewarding part of my birthday was yesterday, getting a lot of well wishes from my students.
Our Nation and Our World
My heart goes out today to those who feel marginalized, profiled, or judged before they are known. It gladdens me that one of the officers was arrested in the death of George Floyd. But to think that it took the viral sharing of the video, or the many protests, is just sad. We are all Americans. When someone says, Black Lives Matter, it is because of the frequency of these events, and the need to reiterate that thought. I don’t think cops are bad people; nor do I think the police system is racist, yet, many of them feel they are allowed to pre-judge and mistreat others. Why is that? I also don’t think anyone of any color or nationality deserves to be treated as if they have no rights or even ‘less’ rights. I could go on and on. Let me just quote someone more eloquent: “Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.” (Dr. Martin Luther King Jr).
How does this affect me? Let me admit that I have grown up with white privilege, and I saw racism in many places. Being a kid in the 70’s and 80’s, I was around friends who would say horrible things about those of color without a second thought. I didn’t speak up as often as I should, and for that, I apologize. I often have not known what I could do about this; I am shocked that the mistreatment is still going on today. I guess I am just going to start by admitting, I realize my white privilege. I see those who are marginalized, I realize it is still happening. One more time, America: “Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.”